Selamat datang ! Welcome ! Ahlan Wahsahlan ! kui3


Mungkin kah?

Thn 2o13 berlalu, suke atau duke ia telah pergi

2o14 menjegah mari moga byk manfaat di tahun ini

Mesir bakal bersejarah sekali lagi pabila kelompok islam bakal , menguasai pentas dunia kembali

Utk diri ini tahun terbek utk kumpol kekuatan moga tujuan hidop kembali bersinar, cerah seperti mentari

Mungkin juga tahun bersejarah bakal terlakar pada tahun ini tidak dijangka

Mumtaz dikejar klinikal skill dicari moga terbek thn ini moga mencapai redha ilahi

Start reading

Gonna start reading , if those malaysian

In turkey can understabd turkish in 3 month

N start argueing within 6 months

WTH am i doing here, almost 4 n half years here

My english spoil, cant even speak arab fluently

Without expand any of my knowledge

Need to be more aggressive , lets start reading againnn


Enuf rest

Am i having enuf rest? Pftt

Too many rest make me slow n lumpy

Gonna opeb those book again

Come on ur future is not very clear

If u not doing something, u will struggle

Later , fuhhh

Being typical doctor is ez haih


After a tiring weekdays , everynight we

Playing football in cdt, with an unexpexted

Result , we won

Okie enuf of futsal issue, I need to focus

on study now, tomorrow is our end round

It is quite tiring with this kind of schedule


With dont even learn about ecg which is

1 of the most imporntant things my sis said

Nah never mind I learn it later

Pray for me plz *scary* i hope i dont fail

This 1 haha

Wah long time no c

As written in de topic above

Nothing to tell about

Juz think about if some1 alredi appointed

To do something, juz take it n help

Them to give their best

A lot of question without help n trust r

Useless, it ia the least that I can do

In these last 2 years there r a lot of things

To learn

How fast the time moving

P/s dont stress plz, n take care of urself (thumb up) to myself? =='



Bayern vs arsenal 1st?

What a bad luck, unconsistent team fite with CL champion

It is quite impossible for arsenal to have this 1 haih

Another lost for them haih , n another 1 for me tomorrow for sure

Owh gunners , I feel that our gun is old enuf haha we need to change to de
New 1

Or we will suffer forever

Kumpol kekuatan

Sesunggahnya kekuatan adlh dr Allah

Mencari agar terus melakukan kerja

Manusia mungkin salah 1 wasilahnya

Tp yg hakiki dr Rabbi

Moga aku terus kuat


This year jpc quite lame haha

Duno what is happening, but people seem doesnt bother about jpc n mengundi

In other word , it look like this year jpc is not fully success haha bab komplen mmg bes

Btw we have a minded problem lately , people nowdays is quite diffrent from our era haih , they like tondo things themselves

The ignonarance level quite high , hmm

Juz go to wacana yesterday, the topic , hmm politik

Juz c that this topic doest not attract people attention as we pctian want to know what our future leader will lead us to , no prob , most of us juz dont enjoy politic, our minded doest reach to that kind of level n pct also non partisan maybe

Hhahahah i luv complaining, XD

Go bayori n trah XD

Klo down pasnh nk kacow sape tah T.T

Blog madness

Haha this is the rite time for blogging

With a lot of things to write

With a lot of things in my mind

Post travel is the perfect time to let my blog alive haha

1st of all I need to rearrange my schedule 360 degree, cant waste my time anymore

Juz cant imagine those malaysian in turkey, why ust amar death's is quite an endemic to all malaysian n turkish ppl

Juz amaze at them , go turkey without any languange n they can survive there, hmm
Alone in 1 place

A lot of things to ponder, by me

Reschedule my timetable is a must or I will be left behind by "those" people

Living in egypt actually give me a bad bad timetable fuhhh

Home sweet home

Finally , I arrived at tanta, my sweeeeet home

A week to turkiye sure give a lot of experience n new exposure

The last time I travel overseas is in the 1st year to iran , with hisham

Turkiye n iran , both of them , sure give me unforgettable memorieees haha

LOoking forward to the next session if it is permitted haha

*simpan duet*jimat duet*g travel lg*klo plan A xjd*

Gud news

Juz talk with my parents , muahahaha chit chat time with them, borak2

Post neuro exam coz i 4get to call them, haha what a bad son I Am.

Had a good sleep after asr(what a bad habit I have, it is almost perfect time for me to take a nap haha)

Juz borak2 about my journey to turkey n abut my stethoscope, y, the answer is +ve haha

Im xtra good in that kind of talk (pujoking) , admitted by belevod eldest sista, im way better than her muahahaha

I juz ask them about how about marriage in these years in medicine, n it is totally rejected without any compromy, haha, degree is ur passport , grad u have the license, no poin to drag about this things

Then i ask about increase zakat amount n going holiday on my dad expenses muahaha

They not lending me their money , but they treat me yahoo, uk plan is activates heeee , juz grab the chance, travel package for free yepiiieee

Keep learning

Early in the morning, I see sum egyptian go n pick box for their source of rezki

Maybe they sell it later to earn some money

They juz keep working n hope that Allah give rezki to them

Despite of begging to others, they use all of their kudrat to work

N rezki minnalllah , it is alredi written in luh mahfuz, without ignoring ur effort to  gain them

U cant juz sit at.home, n hope for something miracle to be rich or sum1

Juz keep working n moving,  coz when u stop, despite of u will burden others, moga bz di dunia diringankan di akhirat
Vise versa

Here goes derma

Theres always hope in every trials.

"Aku adalah dibwah sangkaan hambaKu"


Fuh finally, I finish my neuro exam, bad

Mcq 5++ mistake @.@

Good osce , im not gonna repeat this

Mistake again haih

Here goes nothing

Have u heard about wat we call "lepas dari mulut singa masok mulut buaya" au qama kol haha

Exactly the same situation, perhaps..

To think that 4th y is tough alredi, owh god, 5th y is more critical haih more adventurous more tiring n more effort
Who knows he will turn like this haha

I juz cant.believe it , but guess wat, those who want to make change, he need to do some sacrifice for the sake of something, exactly

I juz need to sacrifice in order to achieve that victory n history hmm lets moveeeee


Berubah itu perlu

Tetapi sebab berubah perlu jelas

Berubah kerana orang bimbang tidak kekal

Berubah kerana orang, moga si asbab diberkati dan dirahmati Allah

Cuba berubah kerana Allah moga itu yang terbaik

Terima kasih T.T , perlu koat n jua menguatkan iA

The truth

Finally , despite of ego, i have to admit

It that Sc give me a new "hope"

When the moment that I think, it was just

A time to futur, post sc give a lot of diff

Experience , those who follow sunnnah,

There is some rahmah from the God

When ust faizol leave, maybe i feel nothin

At all, but when I meet ust hafiz , I dont

Have any reason to quit , at least stop

complaining n start working fuh ,

P/s hope for gud news , utk datang lg

Which 1?

It is either ignore or object it

Which 1 is better for this year approach

Muahahahaha *evil mode*

Ignorant year for this year is perfect ,

Bai egypt hello turkey , ignore mode is on

2 weeks lect, 2 exam , need to be postpone , Im using people money sigh

Or should i take "the road not taken"

P/S ainaa nadia pinjam "abg" ko jap ea kih3 , nk dating 11 hari

U never walk alone

When some1 leave u , dont worry coz other person will come to brighten ur life

Lost munek n a "good listener" is tough, but yesterday I got new ahli bet bad

A good replacement though, so juz keep walking, coz u never walk alone

U cant control everthing, but control everthing that u can control, to have a good n wonderful life

Life is a learning process, so anything that happen , either good or bad, we want it or not, it is a "lesson"

P/s wow that " sampah" , kalah brg bad haha

Perfect finally

Im quite interest in reading news, so im update with the currrent issue in the world n my country as well

To using many apps, it was just to hard finally, I found this apps, perfect

All in 1, get redi ur 50 mb perday for the news, owh adsl i really need u now, two hour each day

Owh, need to arrange my time nicely, just miss arsenal match , n broke 2 promises yesterday, what a bad day sigh

Travel mania

Last 2 years in overseas, im gooing to travel around the world


No commitment to think of, yeah


1 of the reason why I like to read , they really teach us about something

N then last book talk about bad communication n the things.happen in front of me myself

Heh nice practical ala tuulll

When juz fed  up about ajkt n sum1 gv this in a public grup holy shit? LoL

When a tree just to give a flower , ppl cut it out, dead,  nice, hatred come again

Y maybe coz ppl dont understand our exact situation, never mind lapang dada je

If ajkt is my sole reason, im in msia tats for sure

What a beautiful nite

What a nite perhaps

Thx Allah for guidance

It is.time for me to leave those sins

N start with a new life

Im sorry everybody for my fault

"Ak tkot dgn maksiat krn ia bakal halang

Pertolongan Allah" umar alkhatob

2 3 month for the rejection -ego-

If only she can accept me as it is with the

Black history of prop

Then its alrite

Emerging the new prop :D it is not


Accept de reality

Finally i juz need to accept de reality , those things happen in front of my eye , plz accept it with redha

Finally,im gonna back to the past ,

3rd grade smka sheikh malek, will not "ksah" with all those "annoying" things

U alredi been 3 years to get exp n it is enuf, lets moving forward with new name

Prop de lone ranger heh pray for me :D

Prof gile

Stop talking

Wat if someone talk to ya stop talking?


Play dumb be boring n so on..

50 PAGES  to go , n i will finish this 1 today for sure..

Leta start communicating

1 of the expensive book , in my collection

But no prob it is worth nice 1 thumb up

Unbelievable decision

Believe it or not, im in egypt, it is hardly to believe n accepted, but that was the fact

I just leave my ipad to make sure my decision is firm , despite of all things happen, nalaysia i come is the final answer

Just think about big bad wolf book festival, that  i will stock my book collection for years, but it is reality to be accepted im in egypt

Gonna make these two years of unexpected return to be the best moment ever , egypt here i come

Testing 1 2 3

1st time using hp for bloggig purpose nice all in 1

Operasi utk meredikan diri utk esok

Action Speak louder?

Setelah saya meninggalkan alam Gerakan Mahasiswa, saya sudah berpuasa daripada melemparkan kritikan terbuka kepada Jamaah Islam kecuali sekali dua apabila terlalu geram. Saya hanya ingin menaburkan bakti dan budi kepada Jamaah kesayangan saya ini. Setiap hari saya memikirkan apa yang ingin saya ingin lakukan kepada masyarakat Islam khususnya di tempat saya Lembah Pantai.

Yang miskin perlukan bantuan, yang lemah perlukan kekuatan, yang teraniaya perlukan bantuan, yang kekurangan perlukan sumbangan. Lembah Pantai terlalu luas, dan masih banyak tempat yang belum Jamaah saya masuki secara efektif. Bangsar, Jalan Klang Lama, jalan menuju Puchong, Taman Sri Sentosa. Jika saya terfikir ingin mengkritik, saya akan terfikir, berapa banyak yang telah saya sumbangkan kepada Jamaah kesayangan saya selama ini.

Dahulu saya merasakan saya dapat melangkah dan bertapak jauh dalam Jamaah dan memegang jawatan-jawatan penting. Namun kini saya langsung tidak berminat dengan jawatan-jawatan itu. saya lebih cemburukan Ustaz Yusri Yusoffyang bermandi penat membentuk dan mendidik generasi yang jauh daripada agama di kawasan beliau. Saya lebih cemburu dengan orang kampung dan pinggir bandar yang canggung dengan strategi namun teguh berjuang. Saya lebih cemburukan Abg Wan Mustapha pemandu teksi yang menjadi Ketua Kebajikan PAS Lembah Pantai yang mewaqafkan diri pada jalan mulia ini.

‘Mereka’ telah menaburkan budi perjuangan berpuluh tahun dan masih istiqamah. Sedangkan saya baru beberapa tahun, namun kerja saya amat sedikit. Hanya satu kerja saya yang melebihi mereka yang istiqamah, iaitu MENGKRITIK.

Dzulkhairi, 1 of former GAMIS president, u can read about him , I follow him for 1 years n half or almost 2

years, when Amani (when she is tp - bile program Adinda) mention him, I notice him n follow him on his FB

He like to critic , with a critical mind, but now , u can 1 of his thought recently

Yeah, I am 1 of them, if u want to critic , go on, but make sure u involve in work,

"jangan jadi org ke-3 yang komplen macam org gile, tapi keje x buat skepeng pn, nie x btol, tu x btol"

"if u think u can do it better, dont talk , walk the talk dude"

Just a reminder for us , when we doing things, when we join sumthing, when we work for something,

bear in mind, tat , we must have a goal, crystal clear with wat we want

if u stress coz there is a lot of load, lot of work, lot of people who "bla2 type", take a rest for sec

kalo kite pergi ke terengganu, melalui pahang, kalo penat, berhenti tengah jalan, pergi petronas take a nap

for a while, mengantok, pergi stesen minyak atau R n R , go sleep, after all things done, n u redi to go,

continue ur journey, simple isn it?

If people go to Terengganu, to go masjid kristal, they have clear vision, but u? if u juz follow them,

without knowing nothing about ur goal, then u r "S" people, ez rite?

Get a goal, n go for ur journey, stop complaining , and go "earn ing" - haha broken english

Be smart , or u wanna to be a "S" guy?

The world keep changing , from the beginning it was call hunter/ gatherer age then argricultural then industrial

, nowdays it is call infromation/knowledge worker and funally it is call age of wisdom "quote from 8th habit"

Now we r in knowdge worker age, if u think that a college, a cream of the cream student in school,

those who get scholarship, those who with straight A's r the 1 who will success, then u r a stupid ez say

Once upon a time, I think I am that kind of person, have a good academic, with a stable study, in a stable

future career as a doctor, with a good result at university, but as time pass, I finally realized that,

a success people is not with a degree, not with a scholarship, but those things actually help to certain


In this knowledge worker, those who r "stupid" is those not updated with some sort of knowledge,

school as a part of  "some kind of indoctrination" and school for creating labor worker by Seth Goblin

"Stop Stealing Dreams"

If u read Rich dad poor dad , how poor dad and rich dad taught about money, and a lot of things u can read

and learn

If u want to understand better , go and watch Dog Whisperer at youtube (u can find it urself rite?),

how Cesar Millan always said, Their owner spoil his/her dog, u see , owners also will fail without knowledge,

how about "persatuan, keje2 dalam persatuan, a human inside persatuan, how to lead, how to organize"

those all things need knowledge , pretty plz, kinda tired with someone with this type, "buang mase je bace 

bku, ala same je benda yang ko bace nie nde apa yang islam ajar, dalam islam pon ada ajar, buku nie 

liberal, buku sekular, and a lot more things, but the bottom point is they r damnn lazy.

Finally, u said tat u learn for islam, for the sake of Allah, but u never know what u learn, u juz think about 

passing exam, and finally boom u r a graduate

With a poor knowledge, with a study with exam, ur find diffculties later on, hope those study for the sake 

of islam can realize this, when Islam won later on, u will fulfill the winnings, but with those kind of 

"graduate" , r u sure, u will give a worth to islam victory?

A complete islamic knowledge but with a poor medical knowledge, and poor "nilai tambah", 

why can u help later on?

Come on walk ur talk, plz ...

Wake up boys n gurlz , "Memperoleh kemenangan memang susah, mengisi kemenangan lebih susah"

"semua orang mempunyai posisi masing2, sedar kita di posisi mane, n try to srtive for de best so u will

not make a victory "spoil"

Finally , an example , u have Rm 500 saving per month, u put it in a bank u gain 3% is it worth?

For a knowledge people, they put it in ASB with exactly same amount every month(although they r some 

fatwa say haram, n some not),  with 100k loan , they gain a lot then u , (i dont want do the calculation im 

quite lazy)

it simple, bcoz u r "stupid" u will not gain much with ur stupidity  

A 3 for 1? or 1 for 3 ? *Sigh*

Prop with his "typical smile" haha 

Guess what? What is the special things happenat those people in the picture? 

Me and Ifi , Soy not so la, come to pina house just wanna persuade her to continue there, Egypt

But the things goes around , haha , so u can figure it out rite?

People with such a firm n solid decision, a "pompuan" (who always have a gogeh pendirian),  nothing 

need to be say, just accept de fact , with niena is going out too

What a pity scene here, me myself , didnt ever have any intention to study in malaysia, come up with

a very solid decision , I will continue in malaysia haha

Will sure remember those time with those people,  a sweet moment together

Especially for me, haha , bak kate org tue, buaya , no prob dude , it was a part of experience btw,

u never gain if u dont try :D

All de best for my "ajkt" in ur new place, hope our relationship will tighten wherever we go

P/S A visit to gain "trust", in was not juz gatal2 pergi , people dont ever feel that power, because

they dont ever trust people with their heart, juz bcoz they r "someone" , boring, 1 of "malaysia I come" 

causes haha

Egypt again?

I need to make a firm decision, wheter egypt or msia, whenever I encounter with some problems,

the decision change, quite fast, haih

After had a call with Irfan (her sister is lecterur in USIM) - yeay USIM is no 1 target for me , he just say

the worst things that I ever had , ho** s***, haha

The things start to change 180 degree n even 360 degree, but a discussion with some1 , had already make

the Malaysia bolehland still be the 1st in my heart , haha

Why Malaysia, not egypt? Every1 have their own reason so do I, n my reason, guess what? Not even about

study issues, study in egypt with lack of practical n so on, it is a minor issue for me , as there a lot of things,

that I know, if I stay in Egypt, I will fail myself to certain extend, especially, to something that I already

dream for quite a long time .

word of de day will be from "this guy"

ko nak tau sst? wonder nape org tolak ko..? sbb perangai ko yg "mesra" ngan ramai akhawat.. tgk la ko msj cmne ngan aku.. kalo la ko takdim aku p0n, rsenya aku p0n tolak.. ko msj ngan org len cmne la agaknya.. sori to say ye bro.. ayat kasaq, bg ko sedar. sbb kta sahabat. sahabat mne yg xnak sahabat dia bahagia.. cuma, fikir2kn ap yg aku kta psl perangai ko.. haha, just make the day for today, just wanna to say, tat these kind of things is part of de planning ,

maybe I overdo it , sometimes n always things r always out of control, btw thx for de "day"

It really mean something to me , thx dude :)

"Why n how it is part of de planning, I guess I kept if for myself, but a it was a very good reminder , but jus

to let ya know, it is part of plan, for my "future" . although it turn very bad lately

if shams people know, this is the new type of "zuang"? ow f*** haha, they will amaze lol

Back to de topic , Things to ponder, to have a firm decision will left my Ipad at malaysia, so when I get offer

from malaysia,

I will not hesitate , reconsider or sumthing , if it is 4th y from USIM, h*** yeahh

Kalo xdpt, demm sape nk bawak blk brg2 ak nie , haha stupid idea? it is worth trying actually

Ha ra pannn

A week to 12nd Oct, where I will go to Egypt, maybe for the last time as a student? haha

There r tons of hopes, when I choose Egypt, rather than IPTS JPA n UiTM Asasi Perubatan after SPM,

Finally I get the answer for all the "kegelishan" yang berlaku,

whether Egypt or malaysia is good for me? to continue my study in these clinical years with arab or malaysian

Just hear "ulang tayang Ust Man" , he talk about Hope

My hope at egypt currently decline , only 1/5 or lesser, my hope in Egypt can be fullfilled when I decided

to go there

Hope for better "Hope" in malaysia

Segala harapan kian hancur, malaysia barangkali tempat untuk membina baru kembali

1 of the biggest reason, why should I continue in Malaysia ~~

Hmm Medicine?

Dikala bosan tika cuti-cuti nie,

aku masih sedar "passion" ak terhadap medicine blom sepenuhnya lagi,

bila dengan ada kawan bakal bertukar kos ke sains aktuari,

aku seakan boleh memahami, mereka yang tidak minat,

dipaksa ibu bapa mengambil kos pilihan mereka,

sangat sukar jika kerjaya kita ditentukan ibu bapa,

kerana akhirya kita yang suffer,

nampak nya aku lebih berminat nde len dari medicine , haha

tapi minat itu semakin berputik , moga Passion terhadap medicine semakin bertambah,

lebih-lebih lagi, cabaran masa hadapan lebih tinggi, jika harapan termakbul haha

sape kenal gambar nie ? ha ha ha aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaacomel lak ak tgk kwang3

finally the 1st financial book

after 4 or 5 days, i finally finish read rich dad poor dad

a good book to get an idea about financial education

give me a lot of new knowledge nice, but to apply it, hmm

no money yet, n still need to discuss with my dad about something

that i Dont understand haha

okie gonna get redi for msia enviroment

gonna go n read cvs for today, patho for the next 2 days,

N gonna continue with

retire young retire rich , a week to finish it maybe

new knowledge new excitement

after retire in "leadership"

a few more things going to cope up

here we gooooo

rajinkan membaca, learn from de expert

jgn rse kte bijok sgt :)

Word of de day

Just finish my 8th habit, the final part, using our voice to inspire others, borink haha

Start with a new book Rich Dad Poor Dad

What the rich teach their kids about money - tat the poor n middle class do not

"the poor and middle class work for money, the rich have money work for them"

"If u want to learn to work for money,then stay in school, that is a great place to learn to do that,

But if you want to learn how to have money work for you, then I will teach u that"

1 of the conversation

Haha , buku yang sgt ringan utk dibaca, just reading it for 2 hours n i get almost 40 page, with a clear

understanding of the content..

8th habit, holy shit, 10 min 1 page, n struggle to understand, yeeyyy

money making in progress, take ur own risk

Mom and Dad loveeee..

U never know how they love their child r, maybe u can think, the quantity and de quality, but yet,

it is eternal love i think , hmm

How much they sacrifice for us n bla2

Just remember when I go to 1 of my house at Seri Hijauan, my dad rent it to 1 parents, whom they move

just because of their child, so they can sent their child to better school near new home,

they need to travel extra mile to work, because workplace is far away from their home

Just become "yatim piatu" for a while , my parents go to sabah to see their daughter

And for me , doing their wokr hantar ambik abang2, wat bla2, then I know, how can they do these kind

of things, If it didnt come from ur heart , how much is their love ~~

Holy Shit , haha , Im failing so much haishhh

Emotion bcoz less stable, serabut, n bla2, selama nie dok diam2 br taw upeye

Persediaan yang baik utk duduk di malaysia hoho

Yeay ada kawan

Uni uni uni uni Uni EGYPT - yeah , in that manner, where I will go

most likely, bai-bai egypt T.T

akan pergi jika berkawan, soi la org ye

tp syarat yg KPT letak stret A n JJ is jus holy shit, haha mesti rmai gle frust

tapi tadi, dlm sje2, terbace status sorg 2, tgur skit die, ttibe die kte cam "golden chances"

wow, aku ada kawan + , keh3 


org len berjuang nk sambung egypt, scholar x ksk bagai, ak? bai egypt dgn selamba keh3

x bersyukur dgn egypt ke? egypt tmpt berkat la bak kte org utk stadi? 

for me?  long history sblom egypt ak tinggalkan, there will be a memoir post y i leave egypt

is it worth? I surely will read it 3 years later, adakah sbb-sbb ak blah ke msia tercapai 

menyesal atau pilihan tepat, 3 years later I know the exact answer

nme uni dibuang utk keselamatang haha

What a tough decision ~~

Try to rembember, why Egypt in the 1st place??

I got UiTM for asasi sains , 3++ n above, medic is mine

I apply for PILN, but bcoz Im Petronasian, they sent me to do local, with 1 and half years A-level

at KTT, then I will pursue my Medical Degree in Malaysia, with JPA scholar, yeah, a A-Level,

with a full sponsorship from JPA, I rejected, despite of the frustration, I failed the interview

I fail, PILN to Egypt, it was quite a blow for me, yeah ...

But now, I need to make a choice again , whether malaysia 3 years studying, and egypt 2 n de half

Just list out all of the causes , why I choose Egypt under my fama loans when I start my 1st year,

why not KTT, why not UiTM, why Egypt in  the 1st place

After had a long discussion with my sister (whom currently just finish her HO and wait for placement),

with my parents (who doest care at all where I want go, they let the final say to me - finally I get fully trust

from my father and mother, 1 of the greatest "kejayaan" in my life, n my siblings maybe? muahahaha)

A long discussion with my frens, sistar, brother, n there it is

A decision alredi been made, finally, I hope Allah redha with this 

Egypt or Msia? Decide urself

Im a future milionare

Despite of hard time last 2 week, and maybe these upcoming 2 weeks, life must go on

Just had a crush, candy crush? haha, candy crush didnt bring sadness at all, then what type of crush

is that, haha duno keh3

Just forget , reconstruct my plan for my future life, forget for a while about marriage, it is expected

on late 2018, or early 2019, or whenever time come , just now concentrate on career, n wealth ?

maybe haha, calon?just forget about it, long time ahead, lot of ppl to meet later on, carik later la

no need to worry,u lelaki laaa "thats my mom"

Expect to have my own CRZ honda car hybrid in 10 years old , "similar type" haha crz in 10 years

later, is like wira or waja nowdays haha lame

Being HO Mo is enuf? haha, u can join juz for laugh, keh3 , specialist in 10 years old?

In ur dream babeh, with a bond with goverment, a doctor career cant make u rich laa

My kawan kakak who grade from cucms , n didnt go for Ho make milions now

okie enuf of babling

I just go to MPH to start my "milionare programme" , just buy two book, for a good starter

Luv u dad finally, there is MoU between us, haha, Finally he willing to sponsor me books yahoo

reading mode is activate, before this we also got agreement what on tat 50 k loan, haha

save it later for 2018/2019 , that is the year (english merapu)

:D ipad xleh pos lak gmbr bku ,8th habit bakal dihabeskan cuti nh

3rd alternative from covey next year, as I i will not involve heavily with leadership after this, mase

utk bersaraaa, muahahahahahaha

time for career n life thx pCt for the chance, appreciate it

Perception, something to be handle

Juz "lepak" with Aqil, 1 of my shamsian fren who is know work as MA at HKL

Wondering that my fren already work, but I am , still have 2 years n half countdown

Holy S

A few days later, when pak cik yassin zaiyan's father talk about perception,

why do people rejected LYNAS, a radioactive leakage that happen 30 years ago at bukit merah merah,

Cherynobyl , Japan where flood coz leakage of radiation n bla2, if u follow news about radiation

Pak cik who is expert in atom, said it was just a perception of people

If  a country want to move forward, atom is 1 of the good resource for energy, as it will not end,

and it will continue for a certain half time(if it is long) or bla2 (i dont know the exact detail about this things)

Haha , it was just about perception

When I become 1 of the "pengawas asrama", Im a bit sceptic about those person who call "ustazah" kind of

people or whatsover, trying to fix them in my past years in Tanta , and I find it good, can cope with it

with this kind of this matter, but things sometime we cant control happen n occur

If people in Shams know how am I today, they might be shock with me , haha , yeah trying to cope with

something, u need to change something didnt ya?

Such a perception, with a rare cases, can turn into real things, bury deep inside my mind, hard to forget

Guess what, I have to start all over again, all of the effort shattered into pieces, this time with a wound maybe

It cure, for sure, without scar I hope.

Frustrated? Nah, a little bit ..

it is now sceptic kuasa 2 , haha , nevermind ...

Be happy , guess what, it is decided that, my travel day will come, Europe here I come

p/s dont blame anyone, juz write from a bottom of my heart, have a good life :) ,

Thx to someone, appreciate it :D bring ur fullest

Goyang- goyang

Juz have a talk with some of my frens, from egypt about transfer credit to Malaysia

Some of them already made decision to trasnfer, some of them dzon (70%++) ,

My old fren SHAMS frens in Azhar dentistry said that , she want to continue in Egypt, but

her family want her to study in Malaysia

@.@ kepeningan

YT give choice to their students whether to continue in malaysia or egypt, she said tat YP will stop scholar

if they continue in Egypt

MARA & JPA will gather all of their students , and they ask for their result from SPM to 4th year


Hard desicion to be make, Malaysia or Egypt

A discussion on 12hb Sept will clear half of things

N another discussion with my sister will clear another half

@.@ from 100% egypt to 50++ ~~

Journey to the west

Dulu-dulu, kol 8-9 malam, mesti pakat adik-beradik dok depan tv ramai-ramai tengok journey to the west

Sekarang dah berkumpol 1 family pn agak la susah, sorang duk sabah, sorang duk johor, sorang lagi

adeih, Mesir , sekarang tah bile2 nak balik kih3, last time , I MIA kene dok  mesir T.T

Hopefully by end of this Month, there is adik-beradik gathering before I go back there

Ops, balik lambat skit la nie jawab die

Antara benda paling best balik malaysia, jalan2 carik makan

jejalan dengan sesoy ke melaka n KL , haha akhirye ada gak member nak berjaulah AJKT

next pit stop perak IA , 5 bijik ada, kalo pegi n kalo la tqa tak balik mesir lagi

Naseb la dengan muka x malu aku tahun nie kte g jalan abes umah ajkt akhowat , haha, bak kata soy

"kalau aku sorang memang x pegi la"

Jalan-jalan jumpe parents orang n kenal family background orang sambil2 membina hubungan, bak kata

orang training2 sebelum yang sebenar haha

Nak jumpe yang sendiri ingatkan tahun nie boleh (sambil kelip mata - wink2 (berangan) - calon pn xde lg)

Owh, daydreaming LOL - baik abeskan buku 8th habit yang ntah bile2 nak abes @.@

Apabila menulis dalam BM kompem macam apa je haigoo...


Abes suda keje buat, now, merosakkan pemikiran skit

haha bace buku agame x nk , bese la 2 , liberal skit kwang3

Mentua lagi? ~~

Rumah ajkt bakal kekal kih3
sedia r makanan skit bero... lapa nie :P
2 botaks in de pic

rumah yang dari tahun lepas nak pergi akhirye
tahun nie pergi gak
kne klorox keh3 putih bersih
umah dik yan kwang3 (jgn mare) 

final destination for today
perot kekenyangan kih3
pergh bsor gle umah ~~

Finally de end , perak coming soon? Hmm
Yang jauh kite eratkan , yang dah erat? @.@
12hb kte reunion bsor2 ye di dewan za'ba putrajaya n finally 13hb reunion with my sista at USS yeay

Jumpe mentua

Juz have fun today, posing2 mlake jmpe mentua haha

Nice slmt berkenalan n moga ad kepercayaan terbina :D

Teringat smpai sekarang kisah itu

Guess what? Looking forward for tomorrow

Something to learn

When do u feel that ya know sumting

But the things going 180 degree , totally the other way around

At that particular time, ya know tat there is something wrong

Yeah, thats why human will keep learning from time to time

Especially for me myself

Malaysia bolehland is very precious land, where I learn

a lot about life here, in egypt, is all about thereotical

from Medicine to persatuan, it is all about theory

"kite kne begini begitu"

"kita sepatutnya begitu begini"

"Haprak pon takdak"

yestesday when have a talk with ipang,

1 of the conclusion is, "dok mesir, sembang kemaih" kih3

no offence,

a lot of things to learn

there is still much space, time

Juz dont stop from the learning process

Sumtime ya fell ya know about it,

In de end, ya know nothing

Holy s LOL

credit transfer?

who wan to study in malaysia?

me me me me XD

When I my 2nd offer in my UPU programme , in UiTM Shah Alam for my medical matriculation,

Then I go for JPA interview, hope for Middle East programme , under PILN, but it was rejected,

they offered me to do local instead of overseas , with JPA scholar, how sad I am at that patricular time


at that time, what I want is , OVERSEAS

LOL , how pathetic

My sis told me that , local graduate is better than overseas, nahh, I juz ignored about it

Juz because I want to get overseas exposure, this is the time when we , can go and learn about others culture

I just went to Yemen before, n see how's their living there, and 1 solid reason why I want to go to Egypt

is about thaqafah, although I fail , 4th year in egypt but , I just wasted it, thaqafah? almost nothing I gain here,


some of us, I hear that they want to study in Malaysia,

I wish for them good luck, especially for their interview with MMC :D

pre-clinical > 1st y
4th year > 2nd y

guest what, they need to start from 2nd year, n another 4 years to finish, dont worry, malaysian graduate

in IPTS rarely stuck, ala tool.. haha

Im in egypt, 2 years n half 2 go, although in Egypt , we will struggle in our HO , especially our first posting

So better get prepared, 4 years and enjoy HO (but both of my sis said it still sux, although u r from msia, ask

soy's sister, haha)

For me, y u waste ur precious years, juz to study in malaysia, btw good luck for them, see u in hospital later

on :D , ur become junior HO XD

For those who wan to stay in Egypt, juz prepare urself , ask ur seniors.

Good luk for me n my fren :D

Okie it is private for a while

For no distraction to be happen

For no keserabutan berlaku

For no mempengaruhi happen

So gonna let this block shut off for a while

Writing is still goes on

Will still writing something

Yeah bad communication is always happen


Take it or live it

Uncertainties will happen though

It was a tough desicion

Especially when

Trust is involve



Worth waiting in thee summer? < btol ke nie >

LOL, gonna kit kat with som1 tonite

Sui, lets rock this jumaat muahahahaha....

ahlan ahlan @.@


What is tat lol

Things that I learn today, practically

dun worry much about future, when the time comes, it will happen

Ur past is always bad n tack( haha ap tu - qoute from BH dota), ur future is unknown,

now,it is the time within 0ur concern, thats why it is call the present = gift (if translate bodo2)

y, worrying about future to much, while abandoning about "the present" is sux

a plan is a must, but "the present" , losing  it is not worth, how big ur future plan is

haha, finally I understand with those word, when I juz read "The present " from the same

writer with who move my cheese, I still cant tangkap those phrase, those meaning

n sometime I think, hmm, is it useless, for reading those kind of book

haha, now God show me, how is it actually, worrying about ur future too much,

nothing good happen, the anxiety, worries, all of the bad feeling, fuhh

But of coz, it cant be "direct translate" worrying about ur future.. camtu xyah pkir r pape n bla2

u hv ur own mind n think it urself

specialist? marriage? graduate? other things? HO? so long brothers, see ya soon,

Let have a happy life, god give us gift hadiah or whatsover,

 "The present"

nb : discussion with old fren almost n almost finish , let put it as 1-1
2 more to go hell yeah

A new era

wow 2 post in these holiday back to back haha

as whitebeard die when his crew battle with navy, in order to save ace , with the awakening of new

emperor , blackbeard, it is consider as new era, new pirates, new team, and new bounty of coz haha

As one piece grew older lol, me too i guess

When I was in KT, going go saiful wedding's , I realize that, me n my fren rather talk about carrier,

marriage, the things that I think we never talk before, in "serious" manner of coz

how sweet is that haha, to realize m we r growing mental and physically, ouh im 23 rite now T,T

quite old

Lately there been issues on family regarding marriage, a lot of things happen, will happen,

already happen, which I think is not a goodcidea to write it down here, but someday maybe,

so I will always n always care n remember about it

Juz talk with my mom n dad about marriage, haha, the youngest 1 , is always n always ask silly thing

They juz give me a big picture of marriage, after this I think I want to further discuss about this things

Juz wan to decide whether is it the rite things, to marry before HO, hmm

or after MO is better, till 2 years till 2016, calon is not an issue I think

but is it the rite choice or decison, for me of coz to think these things nowdays

Yeah it quite good, when talk with them, the reality is not sweet as always, we always see

the bright side, the happiness n bla2, but when I get the big picture as a whole, still not detail,

I begin to think, hmm, is it the right choice, to think rite now, especially, When I finally realize that

I not that "fit" , n reAdy actually

or I juz ignore all those things n start to think about it later on when MO, is quite @.@

internal factor n external factor is think to consider, just come with my father, to our house in

seri hijauan which some1 want to rent it, and talk with baba about a little bit about how lofe going

when Im start work

It looks like a 80 or 90 % desicion to marry after study, drop out to 50%

the @.@ , lazy to think about, n im fit for those things, only god knows

need to talk seriously with my dad, mom, my old fren in malaysia, who also consider to marry late,

despite of her marriage that should be held sooner or later

Hmm , to be happy n satisfy with who am I today ? Not yet

Try to compare myself wt sepul or muzamir, is quite a big gap there

there is a lot of things to think, but this matter is really a asap things I think

a desicion, that need to reconsider, recheck, rethink, re re re, coz once it is decided

it like almost no turn back

Lets rock, going to a new era is not bad though, an era which There is a lot of changes happen

Fuh, a week to @.@ before a FINAL Desicion to be make, yahoo yoshh



Facebooking n suddenly, I see my old fren status

Reading his timeline , make me realise something

Owh , how far behind I am nowdays, compare to him

Japan's student who I admire so much

Tertinggal jaoh atau x

Beza dari segi itu is not an issue actually

The only n only issue is

How long should I sit n stay

For this relaxing life

For this stupidity, for this "buang masa"

Sometime with things that I should never take part

Dude come on

Move on, there is a lot of things to do

U have 7 years to 30

"The Golden Age"

Lets rock

Wa man mat mat

Wa man mat mat, wa man fat fat

Keletihan tido selepas solat asar

Bangun dikala maghrib menjengah

Buka FB terlihat kalam pengerusi PCS

Masih tidak memahami pape

Mengapakah kalam diulang Ketika masa begini

Baca tidak habis

Tika skroll ke bawah

Baru ku tahu beliau meninggal

Meninggalkan kita menuju Ilahi

Ekaiden di Ajil

Hiba raseye, pergi seorang keluarga Perubatan

walau tidak megenalinya

kesedihan tetap dirasai

ibarat sebuah keluarga

walau ikatan cuma atas nama persatuan

juga 1 perjuangan

tiba terkeluar 1 pertanyaan

apa yang bakal ku bawa berjumpa Tuhan

tiada amalan, hanya gerak kerja persatuan

moga kita, aku dan kau Tuhan nilai

gerak kerja kita berpersatuan

hanya Tuhan yang tahu

saket dan perit kita

dalam menguruskan persatuan

Moga ko berbahagia di Sana

kali pertama kehilangan rakan ajkt

sepanjang 3 tahun menjadi pimpinan

T.T - al fatihah

moga korang kwat Pcs moja

Wa man mat mat, wa man fat fat

Moga Tuhan menerima

Amalan mu wahai kawan seperjuangan

Pengerusi dalam ingatan

Kali pertama ku rasa , kehilangan rakan ajkt

sepanjang tempoh 3 tahun memegang ajkt


Finally Malaysia

Im home

Finally Malaysia, yeah

Im going to terengganu tonight, by bus iA

xdak duet nak nek flite

pengalaman sepanjang evac sangat seronok

banyak pengalaman, kenal orang , handle sumthing

waaaa, precious moment this year


Sit n plan for my holiday

I hope it is a long 1 kih3

Words of de day

semoga dipermudahkan urusan mereka... banyak sangat dah EXCO2 PCT membantu kita...siang malam non stop, blum sempat siapkan scanning result pelajar di malaysia, kene kumpulkn maklumat untuk bilik gerakan untuk pelajar di mesir pula. tak habis meeting dengan gamaah, diteruskn dengan meeting bersama duta pula. kita ni xbuat ap2 duk uma je, tahu on laptop, picit2 keyboard sampai lebam. jom kita sebagai ahli pct xkira adik2 yg brada di malaysia mahupun tanta, kita tembak doa byk2 untuk EXCO2 kita, semoga Allah merahmati mereka, memudahkan urusan mereka, berikan kejayaan dunia akhirat, memelihara keselamatan mereka ketika turun naik gamaah. mereka duta2 kecil ni, mereka dah banyak membantu kami, insyaAllah Allah akan membantu kalian. Rabbuna Yusahillna , Rabbuna Maakum - kata merawat jiwa ~~

Ada yang tertanya-tanya mengapa begitu hebat ujian yang menimpa para pejuang Islam di Mesir, adakah silapnya pada mereka? Adakah ini balasan kerana kepincangan mereka sendiri?
Kau tanya kenapa pejuang Islam di mesir begitu berat ujiannya?
Sebab mereka sudah selesai dengan tilawahnya.
Selesai dengan tadabburnya.
Selesai ibadah fardhi hariannya.
Selesai qiyamnya, maaliyahnya, kekuatan fizikalnya, ukhuwwahnya.
Jadi sangat bertepatan dan wajarlah, ujiannya bukan lagi wanita, harta atau kekeringan ruhiyah dan ukhuwah. Jauh sekali ujian anjing, babi dan pertandingan ratu cantik.

"Wahai rakyat Mesir, IM hidup bersama kamu, dan kamu hidup bersama mereka. Kamu benar-benar kenal mereka. Mereka memberi khidmat kepada kamu. Dan aku adalah di kedudukan yang terbawah dalam kalangan mereka, bukan yang paling atas. Bersama-sama ketika susah. Tidak sesekali menginginkan habuan dunia."

- Mursyidul Am IM

takjub dengan mereka @.@ tiada kata luahan rasa

Tuan Guru Hj Harun Taib pernah bercerita kisah beliau dan gurunya.
Kata gurunya,
"PAS bukan agama, bukan agama tak wajib kita ikut, maka PAS tak wajib kita ikut".
Maka Jawab Tuan Guru kepada gurunya,
"Tok Guru pun bukan agama, bukan agama tak wajib kita ikut, maka saya tak wajib ikut Tok Guru". Diam gurunya tiada hujah.
Berhujah dengan guru tidak semestinya tidak beradab. Bahkan bertegas dengan kebenaran itulah adab.
Ini contoh penuntut ilmu bukan pentaksub.
*Begitulah juga dengan mereka yang selalu mengulang-ulang kata-kata "IM bukan agama, tak wajib kita ikut". Maka jawab saya "Syeikh kamu juga bukan agama, tak wajib saya ikut". Memanglah IM dan PAS itu bukan agama, tapi merekalah yang membawa Islam yang syumul yang wajib kita sokong dan dokong.

no komen, but these words~~ hmm

Words that touch <3 bring="" evacuation="" good="" hopefully="" in="" malaysia="" moment="" process="" span="" these="" this="" times="" will="">

30.8 will be going to terengganu for saiful's wedding, my old good friend (finally , event yg ditunggu2, dpt g gk) :D
31.8 walimah
1.9 azhari n metod wedding
2.9 - 15.9 = lepak ngan ipang, member lame, going to melawats rumah orang setel keje yang patot, n lepaking with my parents n brada n sista, meeting adik-beradik (T.T raye x blk)
20++ = going back to egypt :( , I hope I have a good time in malaysia
AHLAN, PCT @.@ jadi la dapat cuti kejap ~~


Dikala keserabutan begini

Semua bende terlintas

Futur, rehat, malas

Mau jauh dengan orang

Malas care dengan orang

Penat, letih, serabut

Semua berkumpul

Dota yang ditinggalkan

Seolah tempat lepas geram wpon makin geram bile kalah LOL

Ketenangan milik Tuhan

Seronok dikala selesai meeting AJKP Ahlan pagi ini

bukan kerana bebanan kerja dilangsaikan

tapi kerana kata-kata di hujungnya

memperingat bahawa kita bekerja kerana Tuhan

bukan kerana insan-insan , yang mungkin mengecewakan

pasti merindui saat dan pengalaman ini sebelum berevakuasi?

bukan kerana keselamatan, tapi dek kerana keserabutan

KBMK nak balik ~~

*menyusun pelan2 kemungkinan, laki tinggal 2 org je T.T

Moga mesir Tuhan berikan yang terbaik buatnya


sebelum hilang link 2~~

Moga yang terbaik buat mesir

Still kedengaran bunyi tembakan di malam / pagi subuh

Emotionally stable LOL

Cam bese, x lame , sepetang dah okie ~~

Tiada tempat utk expresi kan perasaan melainkan disini

Moga menjadi panduan dan kenangan akn dtg

Peristiwa smlm

Egypt Evacuate to go

In this blog I think I can write anything I want,

Here is my wall, Doest even represent me as AJKT

or wat so call ketua OPS n bla2

so can I write anything, dosa pahala of coz in my consideration

This is my personal view, bukan stand bukan pape so dont bother about it

1. Evac is almost , as whole student want to go back , When they say evac, I thought tat 5th n 6th y will disagree, but , the opposite was, I n few junior student disagree n they want to get evac

2.Juz to let them know, If we evacuate, u guys will not hv dur thnai, so why bother now? juz go buy ur ticket n go back, no dur thani(im sure of it) , n u guys juz get 1 more las chance, go takjil n go home EZ

3. hmm, when everyone want to post their opinion, who cares, juz dont blame ppl what they think, this is the reason which I hate to become one of the PCTian of any association representative, yeah, tiada kebebasan bersuara lasom , boring n lame, smua nk jg org jg org jg org, LAME, HOPEFULLY THIS IS THE LAST TIME I BECAME ONE OF THEM

4. The last thing, kalo keselamatan penting sgt blk je la, dok srabut ap sal exam, kte keselamatan penting tp dok bebel sal exam nde ag zzzz, bosan , dh nk blk blk je la , nk pertikai kan org xlen xde kat cnie x pikir keselamatan, igt embassy bodoh sgt apa x pikir sal keselamatan, kalo ada org msia mampos kat cnie, igt sape yg paling ssh korg? kompem la embassy, they thing evac is simple as a b c, cube la banding tanta ngn cairo ngn alex, cairo alex lg aula klo nk evac pn, dok igt die sorg dlm bhye zzzzzzzz, take a whole picture plz, embassy need time to know things better...

in nutshell, they juz bunch of ppl , who care about themselves

karang bile dah balik msia, kompem keluar statement gnie

"dah pandai bawak kteorg blk x pandai hantar blk?"
"dah pandai bawak kteorg blk, x pndai nk adjust kan exam kteorg kat cnie?"
"dah pndai bawak kteorg blk , xpndai nk adjust kn kte belajar masok IPTS mane2?"
"dah pandai dah pandai dah pndai"

Finally, Get to know the reason behind all of this , precious moment in egypt ~~ Where I got to know why something happen

fuh piss of with this kind of ppl *sigh*

TI3 end so do I?

TI3 end today , finally , the moment that I look forward before august, finally Alliance won the game

When there is still hope , although it is almost lost, they turn the game 5th, beautiful play by s4 and bulldog

so do my dota career , haha

Going to stop dota 2 , Im getting older, yesterday was hanif , mine was almost 2 months ago,

A lot of things to achieve , juz fail to get mumtaz this year, n a lot of failure in these months

Need 2 wake up , n strive for the best , Loda n akke play from 2006 n they become champion on 2013

8 years took them to claim the world most prestigious dota tournament, 2 or 3 years fail,

doest mean an end to you, It means time to wake up n bounce back with sumthing

waiting for another week, to re-plan again, my life, hope Allah ease, whatever happen

It always de best for me :D

pray for my Ahlan 13, n PCT , try to regain my semangat to kerja, as sumthing bad happen

n I lost all of "de semangat" of berkerja..


3 weeks, wasted

it almost 3 weeks after I had write my latest post,

owh, how much I waste my precious moment,

my precious memory when I dont write it hear,

I juz keep forgetting about them,

good news today from my fren,

TI 3 tomorrow, a lot of things happen

ahlan pemangku pengerusi n bla2

I have to write down all de thingsssss yeahh

Finally, I already tell myself, before I handle aahlan 13

I need to read 8th habit , "ilmu alat" for me to handle ahlan

find my voice, n inspire ppl to find theirs

bukan taksub bku org putih, tp berharap ada buku olahan sidah mahupun agama,

yg mudah difahami tentang leadership n management

merasakan bku omputeh dlm bab ini terkehadapan,

walaupun ilmu islam itu sempurna, sirah nabi perfect,

ia kadang dalam bentok yg agk sukar utk diterjemah dalam bentuk leadership

mahupun management

ilmuan islam perlu menggarap n mengolah sirah2 n ilmu islam dlm bentok yg mudah difahami

oleh org kebanyakan spt kami :D

doakan ahlan pemangkuan dan "bagai" n sebagainya berjalan dgn bek

wpon ap terjadi keputusan tuhan adalah terbaik

Exam end what to do?

Tomorrow , practical n oral for my ENT exam

N thats it, my journey in 4th year will end soon

What I gonna do after this?

Just playing 2 3 games dota today, but I feel boring

Yeah post exam syndrome, game movies, is the best thing during exam

Yet when u finish ur exam, these things doesnt entertain u at all

Gonna finish read all my book? Hmm

Gonna do some research? about dream car? Hmm

Gonna do some reseach about future business? Hmm

Hmm Hmm Hmm

Gonna plan ur life for next 5 years ? Hmm

At least I need some answer, can u get it more faster lol -ve is good enough, simple answer 

if it is possible pretty please, or all my plan will be delay T_T

n I cant plan for my future life precisely , year by year

arabic, business, revise pre-clinical years books, dream car , hmm

can i achieve all of this in this summer ? Hmm



syukra ala kulli nikmah, el-youm kholastu imtihan bittai li imtihan tahriri

ba'da bukra andi imtihan amali we syafawi

li sanah di, azunnu haghib ala mumtaz auw jj bil tamanin bil miyyah iA

btw, I juz got a bad news today, I hope I can stand still for this few months , sigh

Maybe Allah want to teach me sumthing good, with all have practical, theories n book I read, maybe

this is de time to "beramal" go practice with all u got

Hmm, life being more interesting.

At least after u share ur story with sumone , u trust, "good listener"

Having a crisis of trust lately sigh ... gonna cut all de "untrust" LOL, apa yang aku merepek nih,

pape pon, Aku dah dapai target utk ENT,kluar awal + bawak balik markah yang semat, 

okie, all out utk prac n oral , hope to skor this 1

see ya gonna try to write criticilly after this

Last paper

Oh finally tomorrow is my last written paper, Ent

I think i Cant reach my target, sigh, lost my feeet in this last 2 days,

cant give 100 % focus, n boom we will c tomorrow how will I answer :(

Miss with my 2 old? fren, kak adda is now nowhere, deactivate fb, how is she rite now?

n ms bz HO who know at utara, those 2 r my bes sembang partner eva,

miss them :(

my recent sembang2 partner , lame

especially when u talk about balik, ffs

hmm, not a good sembang partner i think

Haigooooo ,  cant find those with the same age, bo bo bo r i n g n n n n n n n i dont know

pray for me tomorrow sigh

Seteguh mereka

Seteguh mereka yng tetah utuh di medan rabah tahrir

seteguh itu perlu aku ggahkan diri

feeling down


no time to lose

Something need to be discover

Wow, have a bad dream, but with a nice ending haha

Im in iran , tersesat n bla3, tu la tido lagi pagi pagi pose

Perutusan PrOF baru kekuar semalam, gelak2 je tengok kalau baca balik, x sangka bakat menulis ada

haha, ntah apa yang aku mengarot dalam tu, permulaan yang baik untuk menulis buku 1 hari nanti,

teringat pulak tulis cerpen dulu time peperiksaan sebelum PMR, dapat 35/40 haha

ayat novel abes, penangan suka sangat baca movel kat skolah dengan ayat berbunga2

haha, teringat dulu nak sambung belajar dalam bahasa, mak x kasik

rupanya jalan aku kat sini, misi 87% tiga tahun ini perlu diteruskan

doakan aku kat sini

2 days left


Buat pertama kali buat sekalian lama nya, all out dalam exam

Bila matlamat tepat dan jelas, mudah untuk bergerak

Punyai kekuatan yang tidak disangka kan

Teringat kali terakhir ketika form 5 , jangan kata cikgu-cikgu terkejot ak dapat ,straight A

dengan aku aku sekali terkejot. macam tak logik langsong

haha, rezeki tuhan nak kasik,

bayangkan, dalam kelas duduk berebut sapa yang paling last no dalam kelas, selalunya

aku dapat no 27/30 , yang 3 belakang 2 budak laki asrama, sorang budak luar

Start dari situ, baru sedar rupanya, pandai gak aku nh rupanya, mungkin dulu kene saiko

dengan budak kelas kot, sampai tenggelam potensi, iyela, mane tak ye, ko bayangkan

bagi jawapan time periksa sejarah, kalau compare dengan buku teks sebijik,

oi tiru buku teks ap LOL

Kenapa kene skor?

Kepada pelajar Institusi Pengajian Tinggi yang memohon pinjaman pelajaran MARA dan telah menamatkan pengajian, jangan lupa untuk memohon kadar pengurangan bayaran balik pinjaman pelajaran Mara. Permohonan tersebut adalah penting untuk mengurangkan kadar pinjaman pelajaran MARA anda.
Berikut adalah pointer(diploma/ijazah) bagi pengurangan kadar bayaran balik pinjaman pelajaran MARA.

3.50-4.00 : biasiswa equal 87.5% hmm
3.00-3.49 : bayaran balik 10%
2.50-2.99 : bayaran balik 25%
2.00-2.49 : bayaran balik 50%

10% dari 250000 = 25000

it will take 84 month or 7 years if the rate is 300 per month


in master prog, out of 10000 application per year, in2 or 3 years later , they will be only 

1k that will be accepted, am i ? among the 10%?

our degree result, it should be 1 of the criteria maybe?

no master no phd no specialist n no subspecialist

hmm things to ponder