Try to learn to cope with stress lately,
but Im still fail ,
There is still 3 n half years before,
I face with the real stress situation,
someone quit the job although she is one of the best HO in KK
someone go to phsycologist ,
in Klang 1 HO get suicidal, and the news exploded and system shift is apply,
n me, still cant have 100% interest in medicine, juz follow with the flow that my mom choose, maybe
need try to cope with stress fast n furious , or Im in big trouble later.
Suicidal, stop HO, go to other field n bla2
2 3 hari bekerja dengan zayyan terutamanya? n farhana sal budak kpt alex n saadah ni,
btw, sry la erk korang 2, kalau tension keje ngan ak(dorg x bce sme jek)
p/s xpe karang dh abes keje ak mintak maaf balik nooo
baru ak taw temper ak berbaki lagi, kih3, ingatkan dah hilang ... naseb la budak baru lagi
kalau la aku, macam aku time 2nd year , time keje ngan ifi dulu,
memang la budak2 nie dah x call kot , kah3,
siap ngajok kene marah dulu .. kan? kih3 haha pinjam nama skit :P
BTW, socialize with more people , you will get use to their attitude n bla2, such an interesting things to learn
N be ready for the worst
How grateful I am , that Allah give me these opportunity ,
need to learn ffs , n need to control my temper nicely ...
Wahh, having a lot of time writing n watching PB is really nice hik3
owh finally its holiday yeay
Finally its holiday, n it is the time for me to enjoy...
PB here i come... T.T lame gile tinggal
For the 1st time , I think time really envy with me kih3
I have to plan my study well lately o0ooo...
10 page in an hour, its really sux, need to make it more n more
Need to focus need to use all the time given, nicely...
And the most important thing is
"Orang yang paling banyak bekerja untuk islam ialah orang yang paling banyak ibadah pada Allah"
Somehow, I think , the truth is there... It is not juz omong-omong kosong, like I think before ..
kih3...
gonna use this holiday, efficiently , yeay
ITS HOLIDAY... :D
PB here i come... T.T lame gile tinggal
For the 1st time , I think time really envy with me kih3
I have to plan my study well lately o0ooo...
10 page in an hour, its really sux, need to make it more n more
Need to focus need to use all the time given, nicely...
And the most important thing is
"Orang yang paling banyak bekerja untuk islam ialah orang yang paling banyak ibadah pada Allah"
Somehow, I think , the truth is there... It is not juz omong-omong kosong, like I think before ..
kih3...
gonna use this holiday, efficiently , yeay
ITS HOLIDAY... :D
3 years and 4 months
This is the time left, before I graduate from Tanta University.
Am I ready for HO? Just cant think about it , work up to 36 hours in hospital twice per week
Got tagging from 7am-11pm for two weeks, I just cannot imagine how can i survive those time if I dont
prepared myself starting from now on, at least for the foundation, I need to gain more knowledge.
Practical experience in overseas is lacking, egypt is sux XD
So I need to plan carefully for those coming years, as I can quit anytime in those 2 years
When Plan A fail, it affect a lot things
Owh hazwan, please love medicine as soon as possible, or you will have a big trouble during your intern
Attitude is the first to be concern, but knowledge not the second one
How can you treat people? If you are stupid... aish ~
Am I ready for HO? Just cant think about it , work up to 36 hours in hospital twice per week
Got tagging from 7am-11pm for two weeks, I just cannot imagine how can i survive those time if I dont
prepared myself starting from now on, at least for the foundation, I need to gain more knowledge.
Practical experience in overseas is lacking, egypt is sux XD
So I need to plan carefully for those coming years, as I can quit anytime in those 2 years
When Plan A fail, it affect a lot things
Owh hazwan, please love medicine as soon as possible, or you will have a big trouble during your intern
Attitude is the first to be concern, but knowledge not the second one
How can you treat people? If you are stupid... aish ~
Harga yang perli dibayar
Jika kita membeli ipad 32gb wifi 3g, maka 2200 perlu kita keluarkan
Jika kita sambung pelajar ke tanta egypt , medic maka perlu kita bayar 48k sepanjang 6 tahun
Setiap "event" yang kita tentukan, pasti akan ada harga yang perlu dibayar,
Pejuang islam, harta nyawa tenaga sudah pasti menjadi saksi di akhirat kelak
Dan bila kita "bersetuju" untuk berpecah 2, inilah harga yang perlu dibayar barang kali,
Jika berilmu orangnya, maka dengan ilmu la "harganya", tetapi jika dengan "emosi", siapa tahu.
Dulu syafiq selalu pesan, kesan "persatuan lain" ditubuhkan, dan hari ini,
kami pelajr i5 turut merasakan, kerana kalian pernah rasa duduk di alam 2 dunia
Dunia 1 persatuan , dunia 2 persatuan, seperti mana aku rasakan.
Hari ini, seolah tidak percaya , aku berada di Tanta, mandom sepanjang masa,
tapi kini kian berubah, ramai kian bersuara.
Yang bercakap A, utuh dengan A nya
Yang bercakap B, utuh dengan B nya.
Ada juga bercakap C, tapi boleh berubah kepada A dan B
Jika mahu memberi pendapat , pastikan kita boleh menerima salah dan betul, kalau tak, "juz shut ur mouth"
Ada yang kata kita datang sini semata untuk belajar semata,
Mak ayah hantar bukan untuk "politik"
Tetapi, tiada yang pertikaian
"kita datang untuk belajar bukan main game, tengok korea, melepak, berniaga, dan "berpolitik" adalah salah satu cabang darinya"
Mengapa "politik" juga disalahakan...
Jangan lupa, anda pelajar, anda rakyat malaysia, anda agama islam, anda penduduk setempat..
Jika hanya pelajar untuk belajar, tak ubah seperti lembu hidup untuk meragut rumput sahaja
Jikalau "syafiq" datang untuk belajar, maka aku pasti terkebil-kebil hari pertama datang, kerana semua orang duduk di rumah , tekun menelaah buku, kerana "syafiq" seorang pelajar.
Minda kelas ketiga, setaraf dengan malaysia : D
Apabila dipertikaikan seperkara, "ko jangan lupa mereka dah banyak tolong kita"
Masih adakah harapan untuk malaysia? ya, kita bakal mencorakkannya,
kerana golongan "pelajar" belajar sahaja kerjanya
Jika kita sambung pelajar ke tanta egypt , medic maka perlu kita bayar 48k sepanjang 6 tahun
Setiap "event" yang kita tentukan, pasti akan ada harga yang perlu dibayar,
Pejuang islam, harta nyawa tenaga sudah pasti menjadi saksi di akhirat kelak
Dan bila kita "bersetuju" untuk berpecah 2, inilah harga yang perlu dibayar barang kali,
Jika berilmu orangnya, maka dengan ilmu la "harganya", tetapi jika dengan "emosi", siapa tahu.
Dulu syafiq selalu pesan, kesan "persatuan lain" ditubuhkan, dan hari ini,
kami pelajr i5 turut merasakan, kerana kalian pernah rasa duduk di alam 2 dunia
Dunia 1 persatuan , dunia 2 persatuan, seperti mana aku rasakan.
Hari ini, seolah tidak percaya , aku berada di Tanta, mandom sepanjang masa,
tapi kini kian berubah, ramai kian bersuara.
Yang bercakap A, utuh dengan A nya
Yang bercakap B, utuh dengan B nya.
Ada juga bercakap C, tapi boleh berubah kepada A dan B
Jika mahu memberi pendapat , pastikan kita boleh menerima salah dan betul, kalau tak, "juz shut ur mouth"
Ada yang kata kita datang sini semata untuk belajar semata,
Mak ayah hantar bukan untuk "politik"
Tetapi, tiada yang pertikaian
"kita datang untuk belajar bukan main game, tengok korea, melepak, berniaga, dan "berpolitik" adalah salah satu cabang darinya"
Mengapa "politik" juga disalahakan...
Jangan lupa, anda pelajar, anda rakyat malaysia, anda agama islam, anda penduduk setempat..
Jika hanya pelajar untuk belajar, tak ubah seperti lembu hidup untuk meragut rumput sahaja
Jikalau "syafiq" datang untuk belajar, maka aku pasti terkebil-kebil hari pertama datang, kerana semua orang duduk di rumah , tekun menelaah buku, kerana "syafiq" seorang pelajar.
Minda kelas ketiga, setaraf dengan malaysia : D
Apabila dipertikaikan seperkara, "ko jangan lupa mereka dah banyak tolong kita"
Masih adakah harapan untuk malaysia? ya, kita bakal mencorakkannya,
kerana golongan "pelajar" belajar sahaja kerjanya
Together ...
Masuk 2012 /2013, dah 3 tahun ++ aku berada di Mesir, masuk tahun ke 4.
Siapa aku masa kini telah baca dicorakkan oleh mereka yang aku rapat ketika aku tahun 1 dan 2.
Syafiq Affandi Baharin perhaps the person to be remember, he teached me, about life in egypt, about arabic,
about perumahan, about exam and lot more things.
Jutaan terima kasih juga kepada senior-senior tahun 6 tahun ini, fakih, kerana mereka aku jadi seperti mana
aku pada hari ini, untuk katakan "perfect", mana mungkin tapi untuk dikatakan bakal menjadikan
kebanggaan keluarga dan yang paling penting, Im very grateful to be prop, pencapaian yang sangat
membanggangkan diri hik3.
Today Syafiq will give speech in University, about his experience or bla2, a thing that should not be miss.
In those past years, they give their best to their junior, at these time , we should keep that legacy continue, to keep giving, to the fullest.
"Together we prepare the world for better"
Post yang dibuat sepatutnya pagi sebelum speech capit, sengaja dilewatkan sedikit...
"Jangan kita rasa kita ini 'power', sebab depan Allah kita bukan sesiapa pun. Sebagai pelajar perubatan di Mesir, pastikan kita ada dan kuasai penuh nilai tambah yang ada di Mesir ini iaitu pengetahuan Islam seperti Fiqh Ibadat, kerana masyarakat Melayu memandang tinggi nilai ini dalam diri graduan doktor Mesir. 'Seniority' is important in medical life, an HO is zero if you have no respects for seniors: senior HO, MO, specialists, HOD etc. you have to be humble and always willing to learn, then they will help you whole-heartedly. Dan ini boleh diaplikasikan oleh kita sekarang sebagai pelajar, usah malu dengan senior dan dekatilah mereka kerana mereka akan sentiasa cuba untuk menolong kita." - Dr. Syafiq Affandi Baharin (HO, Muar Hospital, Graduan Universiti Tanta) - ACE 2012. quote from najib
Siapa aku masa kini telah baca dicorakkan oleh mereka yang aku rapat ketika aku tahun 1 dan 2.
Syafiq Affandi Baharin perhaps the person to be remember, he teached me, about life in egypt, about arabic,
about perumahan, about exam and lot more things.
Jutaan terima kasih juga kepada senior-senior tahun 6 tahun ini, fakih, kerana mereka aku jadi seperti mana
aku pada hari ini, untuk katakan "perfect", mana mungkin tapi untuk dikatakan bakal menjadikan
kebanggaan keluarga dan yang paling penting, Im very grateful to be prop, pencapaian yang sangat
membanggangkan diri hik3.
Today Syafiq will give speech in University, about his experience or bla2, a thing that should not be miss.
In those past years, they give their best to their junior, at these time , we should keep that legacy continue, to keep giving, to the fullest.
"Together we prepare the world for better"
Post yang dibuat sepatutnya pagi sebelum speech capit, sengaja dilewatkan sedikit...
"Jangan kita rasa kita ini 'power', sebab depan Allah kita bukan sesiapa pun. Sebagai pelajar perubatan di Mesir, pastikan kita ada dan kuasai penuh nilai tambah yang ada di Mesir ini iaitu pengetahuan Islam seperti Fiqh Ibadat, kerana masyarakat Melayu memandang tinggi nilai ini dalam diri graduan doktor Mesir. 'Seniority' is important in medical life, an HO is zero if you have no respects for seniors: senior HO, MO, specialists, HOD etc. you have to be humble and always willing to learn, then they will help you whole-heartedly. Dan ini boleh diaplikasikan oleh kita sekarang sebagai pelajar, usah malu dengan senior dan dekatilah mereka kerana mereka akan sentiasa cuba untuk menolong kita." - Dr. Syafiq Affandi Baharin (HO, Muar Hospital, Graduan Universiti Tanta) - ACE 2012. quote from najib
Life is tough
Lately, my life is very hectic..
Dunno what is wrong , owh god please help me
I read somewhere that Bush run almost 6 km per day in the morning in certain amount of period, better than normal people (or other president, my memory getting worse) T.T
He sure have good physical, have a healthy life, and good mental for sure, because people dont choose
stupid people to become their president, brilliant perhaps
But me , all things goes wrong lately..
From A to B n C later n D n bla2,my journey will not end there, never ending maybe,
Mental and physically exhausted,I never feel like this before.
"Argh selalunya bila ada masalah pape pon mesti ada tempat aku nak lepas, dari makhluk yang aku tak
kenal, dari makluk yang aku tak leh percaya sampai la geng2 malaikat"
The important thing is the problem getting smaller and smaller (wpon kita tahu kadang2 orang tak leh pon
pegang rahsia), and lastly settle ... fuhhh
But today I need to become more and more independent, cant hope that people will always watch and help
me when life going 360 degree from what I expected.
"malas nak dengar pape pasnie" T.T
juz sharing a story to inspire my self indeed "go prop go"
There was an american pilot who had been imprisoned for many years in north korea, he is a keen golfer and during long hours of imprisonment, he keep visualising himself playing golf and winning of course. He had all time to "play" 18 holes over again and again
When he was finally released and returned home to america, the first things he did was to enter a golf tournament. Guess what? He won easily. to the absolute amazement of everyone expect himself
Life is tough, but im tougher, it is all about mindset, come on prop u can do it ... T.T
Dunno what is wrong , owh god please help me
I read somewhere that Bush run almost 6 km per day in the morning in certain amount of period, better than normal people (or other president, my memory getting worse) T.T
He sure have good physical, have a healthy life, and good mental for sure, because people dont choose
stupid people to become their president, brilliant perhaps
But me , all things goes wrong lately..
From A to B n C later n D n bla2,my journey will not end there, never ending maybe,
Mental and physically exhausted,I never feel like this before.
"Argh selalunya bila ada masalah pape pon mesti ada tempat aku nak lepas, dari makhluk yang aku tak
kenal, dari makluk yang aku tak leh percaya sampai la geng2 malaikat"
The important thing is the problem getting smaller and smaller (wpon kita tahu kadang2 orang tak leh pon
pegang rahsia), and lastly settle ... fuhhh
But today I need to become more and more independent, cant hope that people will always watch and help
me when life going 360 degree from what I expected.
"malas nak dengar pape pasnie" T.T
juz sharing a story to inspire my self indeed "go prop go"
There was an american pilot who had been imprisoned for many years in north korea, he is a keen golfer and during long hours of imprisonment, he keep visualising himself playing golf and winning of course. He had all time to "play" 18 holes over again and again
When he was finally released and returned home to america, the first things he did was to enter a golf tournament. Guess what? He won easily. to the absolute amazement of everyone expect himself
Life is tough, but im tougher, it is all about mindset, come on prop u can do it ... T.T
Master Plan
People do say that if u fail to plan then you plan to fail
Fuh, for me , planning is everything although i know that always n always my plan sux kih3
My plan A for my 4-5 years forward, I think it will not be fulfilled n it is secret too haha..
Okay, luckily that i already have plan B, and it will start immediately in this session, 2012/2013, how eager
I am, at least to fullfil this plan yeah ... plan B is good, A is history I think, although the best indeed .. LOL
Watching TED videos for my english, read clinical medicine dictionary and try to join "matod" with his
"akad-akad rumah" for my arabic, ow, finally I get chance to doing a lot of thing recently.
And also , I hope naufal will consider my suggestion n hope, owh... If he read here by chance maybe? haha,
"yang aku sangat berharap perkara itu dipertimbangkan dan diberikan ruang owh yeah"
Maybe nonsence for some people, but at least it is good for my own sake, n maybe for our sake ...
aigo merepek jek keje, bit frustrated with Plan A, but bear anything ... This is how life goes on..
For those readers . Do pray for me please :D
"Life is tough, but im tougher" pinjam ayat kak fiza yep hik3
Fuh, for me , planning is everything although i know that always n always my plan sux kih3
My plan A for my 4-5 years forward, I think it will not be fulfilled n it is secret too haha..
Okay, luckily that i already have plan B, and it will start immediately in this session, 2012/2013, how eager
I am, at least to fullfil this plan yeah ... plan B is good, A is history I think, although the best indeed .. LOL
Watching TED videos for my english, read clinical medicine dictionary and try to join "matod" with his
"akad-akad rumah" for my arabic, ow, finally I get chance to doing a lot of thing recently.
And also , I hope naufal will consider my suggestion n hope, owh... If he read here by chance maybe? haha,
"yang aku sangat berharap perkara itu dipertimbangkan dan diberikan ruang owh yeah"
Maybe nonsence for some people, but at least it is good for my own sake, n maybe for our sake ...
aigo merepek jek keje, bit frustrated with Plan A, but bear anything ... This is how life goes on..
For those readers . Do pray for me please :D
"Life is tough, but im tougher" pinjam ayat kak fiza yep hik3
Tahun Baru
Waa, sekarang dah masok sesi baru 2012/2013, bersempena dengan ipad yang baru dapat, kena ada gak
azam baru untuk tahun ni, muahahaha...
tempat study baru sepanjang sesi 2012/2013, better kot dari study tengah dunia kih3
kenangan sepanjang duduk mesir , haha sikit gila, rindu sijil harapan pelajar terenganu SPM yang hilang bersama fail T.T
aku pun tak kenal siapa ini, tapi merupakan pelajar tunggal dapat honour class I, wahh , aku kene kuat lagi berusaha, tak leh malas tahun ni
ranking tahun 1 : no 8
ranking tahun 2 : 100++ haha tak tahu langsung
ranking tahun 3 : no 9, wahh rentak perlu diteruskan
ranking tahun 4 : top 3 , muahahhaha
sanah imtiaz , paling rendah kene dapat JJ.. yoshhh
1. Tak nak bayar kat mara banyak-banyak
2. Nak sambung master, ada orang cakap dia akan tengok balik result dr spm smpai la universiti
3. Nak jadi graduate mesir yang bertauliah kih3
"to be an excellent , we must follow pattern of excellence" david kho (argh lamanya ak tinggal buku tuh)
Okie selamat berjuang buat kawan2 :D
2 cara untuk berjaya penuhi tuntutan sunatulah dan letakkan pengharapan pada Allah :)
p/s dak mok sila slalu igtkan yep kih3
azam baru untuk tahun ni, muahahaha...
tempat study baru sepanjang sesi 2012/2013, better kot dari study tengah dunia kih3
ranking tahun 1 : no 8
ranking tahun 2 : 100++ haha tak tahu langsung
ranking tahun 3 : no 9, wahh rentak perlu diteruskan
ranking tahun 4 : top 3 , muahahhaha
sanah imtiaz , paling rendah kene dapat JJ.. yoshhh
1. Tak nak bayar kat mara banyak-banyak
2. Nak sambung master, ada orang cakap dia akan tengok balik result dr spm smpai la universiti
3. Nak jadi graduate mesir yang bertauliah kih3
"to be an excellent , we must follow pattern of excellence" david kho (argh lamanya ak tinggal buku tuh)
Okie selamat berjuang buat kawan2 :D
2 cara untuk berjaya penuhi tuntutan sunatulah dan letakkan pengharapan pada Allah :)
p/s dak mok sila slalu igtkan yep kih3
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