Step by step

I'm currently in opthalmology department, one of the subject that interest me , hopefully I can "minat" with these medic things, so I will not be "the exam oriented" people

In the last few years, the circle is just like , read all the books, memorize them one by one, then score an examination .

"Seorang budak kecil melukis gambar bapa dan dirinya, berwarna kelabu manakala gambar ibu mereka berwarna hitam"

"When a child "buat perangai", their parents give attention, but when they do good thing, their parents just doing nothing, just busy with their work.

"When a child see his parents do not talk to each other at home, he consider them their are "bergaduh" with each other"

Owh, its a study about human behavior n bla2, looks like I get something to pursuit later, I need to do some research, finally ... kih3

Hope n Dream

Everytime you getting "down",

You just need to bounce higher than before,

Everytime you fail,

You just to have aim for the higher things,

Everytime you cant do something,

You just have to put some more effort

Before the dream become reality

Cope with stress

Try to learn to cope with stress lately,

but Im still fail ,

There is still 3 n half years before,

I face with the real stress situation,

someone quit the job although she is one of the best HO in KK

someone go to  phsycologist ,

in Klang 1 HO get suicidal, and the news exploded and system shift is apply,

n me, still cant have 100% interest in medicine, juz follow with the flow that my mom choose, maybe

need try to cope with stress fast n furious , or Im in big trouble later.

Suicidal, stop HO, go to other field n bla2

2 3 hari bekerja dengan zayyan terutamanya? n farhana sal budak kpt alex n saadah ni,

btw, sry la erk korang 2, kalau tension keje ngan ak(dorg x bce sme jek)

p/s xpe karang dh abes keje ak mintak maaf balik nooo

baru ak taw temper ak berbaki lagi, kih3, ingatkan dah hilang ... naseb la budak baru lagi

kalau la aku, macam aku time 2nd year , time keje ngan ifi dulu,

memang la budak2 nie dah x call kot , kah3,

siap ngajok kene marah dulu .. kan? kih3 haha pinjam nama skit :P

BTW, socialize with more people , you will get use to their attitude n bla2, such an interesting things to learn

N be ready for the worst

How grateful I am , that Allah give me these opportunity ,

need to learn ffs , n need to control my temper nicely ...

Wahh, having a lot of time writing n watching PB is really nice hik3

owh finally its holiday yeay

Finally its holiday, n it is the time for me to enjoy...

PB here i come... T.T lame gile tinggal

For the 1st time , I think time really envy with me kih3

I have to plan my study well lately o0ooo...

10 page in an hour, its really sux, need to make it more n more

Need to focus need to use all the time given, nicely...

And the most important thing is

"Orang yang paling banyak bekerja untuk islam ialah orang yang paling banyak ibadah pada Allah"

Somehow, I think , the truth is there... It is not juz omong-omong kosong, like I think before ..

kih3...

gonna use this holiday, efficiently , yeay

ITS HOLIDAY... :D

3 years and 4 months

This is the time left, before I graduate from Tanta University.

Am I  ready for HO? Just cant think about it , work up to 36 hours in hospital twice per week

Got tagging from 7am-11pm for two weeks, I just cannot imagine how can i survive those time if I dont

prepared myself starting from now on, at least for the foundation, I need to gain more knowledge.

Practical experience in overseas is lacking, egypt is sux XD

So I need to plan carefully for those coming years, as I can quit anytime in those 2 years

When Plan A fail, it affect a lot things

Owh hazwan, please love medicine as soon as possible, or you will have a big trouble during your intern

Attitude is the first to be concern, but knowledge not the second one

How can you treat people? If you are stupid... aish ~